This is what an eating disorder looks like and feels like… to me. Also, check out the board on the Official TFOS Pintrest!
My last 10 years have been a ride,
And I’ll admit it’s been,
Such a thrilling ride, that I have chose,
To ride and ride again.
Like a roller coaster climbing high,
And at the top I know,
I’m about to plunge and spiral down,
With many loops to go.
And even though I know the cause,
And just how long it ran…
And even though I knew it ended,
Back where it began…
I guess that I took comfort in,
The numbness I have found.
I’d rather take that ride than face,
My feelings on the ground.
August 23rd, 2016
Written 12 days into recovery. #TFOS